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hello! welcome to baepsae. baepsae is, admittedly, a blog that was named after a k-pop song and is a rebrand of a dying thing that didn’t yet deserve to die. the blog is maintained by mochi and has neither a particular focus or niche to this blog. you’ll typically find a bit of about music, books, anime, and the occasional rant, sharing of currents, and reviews.
find out more about the blogger here and the blog here.
25 Before 25.
November 29, 2017
while my twenty-fifth birthday is going to be absolutely true to my nature and i have no intentions of spending time celebrating or having a fancy outing, i still wanted to celebrate in my own way. admittedly, i’ve always found that those “____ before ____” type of posts/lists are incredibly interesting and have always wanted to do one. since twenty-five is such an important year for me, i thought it would be pretty amazing to do one of these. it’s absolutely not a requirement that you read this, but i just thought it would be fun to do and a great way to motivate myself to push forward.
when the time comes, i'll definitely revisit this list and see what i managed to get done and talk about the process that when behind getting it done, if i didn’t do it already on here. anyway, enough blabbering and onto the list.
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Current Rotations #01
November 24, 2017
since i’m wanting to take a more chilled and relaxed approach to this blog and how i share things, i wanted to take this time to share a couple releases that i’ve had in rotation lately and just chat about them for a bit. that’s it.
so let’s jump into this. [also, you should totally check out my music blog if you want to listen to some of the things i jam to regularly.]
(i’m still bloody awful at the introduction thing. it’s been nearly a decade and i still can’t get it together. orz)
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The Vogue 73.
November 22, 2017
as per usual, i’m not tagging anyone because i, myself, was not tagged; however, i absolutely encourage anyone who wants to take part in it. i would love to get to know you lot a little more and have you guys get to know me a bit more. it’s a bit long, but i hope you enjoy it nonetheless.
this post includes pictures that are not owned by the blogger and are linked back to their original photo page.
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November 16, 2017
i’ve made a big deal about my septum in the past. maybe not on the blog, but, in general, i absolutely love my septum and i’m so glad i gave into the urge to go on ahead and get it done. however! i don’t think i’ve actually made mentions of my tattoo to anyone outside of my real life interactions and my closest mates. i know i made a weird series of tweets about it on my personal twitter, but other than that, i rarely ever reference it. heck, i often forget about it.
so i decided that i would finally talk about the tattoo and its significance in a more in-depth and cohesive manner.
before i do that, though, i want to make a quick note. this may be a bit triggering to some people. i’m probably going to talk about depressing things, share my suicidal tendencies, and talk a bit about the pain that i experienced with my tattoo. while i may not find these things too much to talk about, i do understand that other people may and if you do, feel free to skip this post. at the end of the day, while i adore sharing things, ideas, and thoughts with you lot, i want you guys to practice self-care if need be.
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Where Have You Been?
November 15, 2017
admittedly, i do still feel that way but distancing myself from people and this world for so long actually made a significant difference. that combined with the fact that i’m seeing the fruits of my labour and planning slowly coming to fruition and having cut out toxicity out of my life completely has made me reach a level of contentment that i had been battling to reach for a long time. i’ve mentioned this a couple times—all in posts that are now drafted, archived, or deleted—that two years ago, i had a public falling out with someone that i considered, at that point, a friend. two years have gone by since that point and it took me a lot of thinking, alcohol, and thinking while drinking and drunk off said alcohol to realise that one of the things that were holding me back from being content again was the fact that i had spent so much time lying to myself about how i felt for that person. i wanted a reason to be upset and i wanted a reason to care about how that entire thing played out and in reality, i genuinely did not care about that person or the people that decided to continue to associate with that person.
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